but what am I doing now? none of that above. Still awfully unemployed.
The fact that I can't go more than 60 kms from the house just made the job apps fewer.
but does it really a problem?
I'm amazed and dumbfounded with all that invitations, but does it made me stress?
Epilepsy is one of the thing to be blame to this unemployment.
I still can't control the attacks, and I'm not that cruel to let people I love worrying about me all the time.
Recently, the doctors changed my meds.
and that practically ruins a lot.
This Keppra thing, apparently got some side effects to me.
You probably noticed it from this post. The mess.
for the last 2 weeks it gave me vertigo, drowsiness, stupidity, depressions, complex partial seizures, absences, awful concentrations and coordination (yes, even a lot more awful than before, imagine that)
I got three NGO job applications waiting. (and more non-NGO job apps)
But given this conditions, I don't think I can handle anything yet.
That's why this patheticness (is that even a word?) doesn't really bother me.
and meanwhile, I'm enjoying my latest infatuations :))
nah, all these optimisms is me talking, not the meds side effects.
The infatuations? the meds. definitely the meds.